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I feel like doing everything in the moment?

2011-09-10T14:05:00.001+08:00

Hello. LOL. BYE. X.X

Stomachh Ache! TT

2011-09-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

Hello hello!! I am having Stomach ache since morning, after having Mac!! I think it's because of the Ice Milo. TT I think it's too high in fiber. My friends & juniors also had stomach ache after having Mac's milo. TT LOL . I am complaining. Oh. Shh.

Hmmmm!!! SO! I had band practics today.. My lips is super tired right now, it was even worst just now! :x I think I had tired myself yesterday! Lol...

Okayy... DIE!! My stomach is painnn again? :( !!!!!!!!!

Okayyy. HOW. OMG. BRB!!!!

Ohh?

2011-09-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

Hello hello!! I have been quite 'busy' this afternoon, making stuff to eat? LOL. :P Hmmm, after this, I am going to do my Maths homework! This week, I will focus on Maths, while, I focus Science next week :) Hehehe! This holiday is short & busy!! Let's see..
Saturday - PBL Project
Sunday - PBL Project
Monday - Free
Tuesday - Band
Wednesday - Free
Thursday - Master Class
Friday - Band
Saturday - Free
Sunday - Free
.... Okay ... Maybe not very busy.. Lol. :p Whateverrr!!!

Hmmmmm, I will say byee now? BYE. LOL. Well, it's type 'BYE' :p

I wish I have the power to become invisible, & I can go around stalking. :D MUHAHAHAHHAHA!

A little holiday mood.

2011-08-31T17:24:00.003+08:00

Hello. :) I am having a holiday mood now.. :( Die! I need to study this holiday. Lol. :x Sigh. In about less than 2 months, I am going to take the end of year exams! Oh my god! I am going to know what my future is going to be like. With or without my Pure Sciences. Seriously, I hope I can have my Pure Sciences no matter what. (!!!!!!)

Okay, I need to admit, I have been slacking much for the pass few days. I have been trying hard to study Maths. I only studied about 2 hours a day for the pass few days.. x.x It's just a quick revision, so that I can do my homework.. But, I feel that I didn't study much? So guilty. TT

Well, there is another trip to China this year.. I really want to go.. But, it seems like none of my friend wants to go.. :( I got shoot in my heart for thice already. Ohh.. :( If my friends is not going, I also feel like going, just that, I think that days will be so lonely. Lol. Well, I actually wished that the trip is filled with peeps who went to ShangHai last year. Since we all know each other more already, it would be more fun right? :0?? Hahaha.. But, I know it's impossible. Maybe it will be the first & last trip to go overseas with the seniors. :x TT

Hmmm.. I should go do my homework now.. I think I should finish the homework for today, & that's it. I got to have enough stress, I don't want to work under stress! I know I need to work hard for Science & do better for Maths. So yeah, I will do it right? I will right? :) Lol :p

Byebye :D

Alone.

2011-08-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hello! I am now alone at home. I actually wanted to sleep straight after I reached home. Well, I went home alone at 10.30 PM ++, which is just now. Hahaha. I had some fun with my friends today at YingRou's house. We prepared ourselves for the concert at night with the 'school'. Hahaha. I tried some stuff that I didnt tried before. :) Hehehe. Quite fun, I guess. :) Hahaha. I am actually quite tired. LoL. But now, I don't feel like sleeping. My parents haven got home yet, I am all alone at home. Lol. :x Hmm, well. kind of bored. :l

Sad? Drink coffee choco bbt w pearl!

2011-08-24T17:42:00.003+08:00

Hello. I feel so lousy right now. My results for physic broke my heart a thousand times. I broke my own heart. I am so stress right now. How can I possibly drop my Science? I work so hard for it. Sigh. Mr Fazial: 'You will be force to drop Pure Sciences if you do not pass your Physics again in the end of year.' This sentence kept on repeating in my mind. I really don't want to drop my Pure Science. Imagine dropping it, I am nothing, but a Awesome Pure Loser. I had worked hard for this Physics exams. I really did.. But, while doing the test, I knew I was going to fail it. Fail it really badly. It's not that the paper is really diffcult. I don't know what happened during the one hour, I just went blanked.. >.<

Well, I just checked how many percentage end of year exams will hold.. It is 45%.. Well, I was hoping it to be 60%.. If it's 45% for end of year.. 55% is on the overall result now? My English, Physics & Chemistry is at risk. I don't even know if I passed my overall this time round for English.. I hope so.. Well, I am quite happy with my results will all my other 4 subjects.. Although, there is improvement for the 3 subjects that is at risk.. I am afraid I couldn't made it to Sec 4, and holding on to Pure Sciences..

Sometimes, I wonder if hard work pay off. I focus so much on Physic.. I knew that Physic is my weakest subject.. I didn't know what really went wrong. I didn't work hard enough? I didn't had enough practice? I really don't know. Maybe how I study my Science is not really effective?

Hmmm, I wish I dream of Mr Faizal every night & listen to 'You will be force to drop Physics...' Then, maybe, I would remember EVERYTHING that I had studied for EVERY SUBJECTS. Sigh. Why can't I do it? Everyone did it. Why can't I? :(

Well, my friends is kind of supportive. Well, WanLing & I need to work harder than everyone else just to continue our life with brighter future. We need Pure Sciences, We want to go to JC, We have dreams.. We don't want to give up.. Hope that everything will be fine in this 2 months.. I know I will cry a lot if I drop my Pure Science, I will feel like dying & yeah, leading to more white hairs, after that, leading to depression, and finally, I will thank myself for failing. Craps.

Hmmm.. Sigh. Again, I just want to say that I am super stress right now. Super sad right now. Super want to die right now. I wish that I am in the other world. I wish that I am not here. But, I can say I don't regret taking Pure Sciences. So, I won't give up so easily. Hope Physic, Chemisty and English + all other subjects don't give up on me!! Byebye!

Woooo?

2011-08-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hello hello!! Hmmm, it's like Saturday already! Hahaha.. I talked to Mrs Chew from Friday to Saturday!! Wow, so long uh? :p I am again doing my project alone with Mrs Chew!! YINGROU & WANLING!! @#$%^%# LOL. Crap + Joke. :p But at least, I finished everything. :) Please vote? LOL. I don't know how to give you the voting thingy.. :p But yeah? I don't know. LOL!!

Hmmm, I got back my Chinese Paper today :D Oh yeah! I am quite happy with my results. :p Hmm, I only paper that I don't want to get back is Physcis, I seriously think I failed that paper. I will NEVER EVER DROP PURE SCIECNE!! If I drop it, what for coming into this class? :/ I think tears will drop if they issue me the letter to drop Pure Science in the end of the year .. :(

Okay!! Thats all.. I wish I sleep now. But, I really want to chat. But, no one wants to chat with me. I feel like playing games first, I think I play first before I sleep. LOL. OKAY BYEEE!!

Panic Panic!

2011-08-18T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. :) Hmmmm? I am online again!! I am going out again for dinner!! :x I feel like staying at home, but.. Hmmm? It's not really up to me to decide.. Hmm, I can decide actually, LOL. But, since I had studied much at night for the last few weeks/ days.. I guess I take some breaks at night!! I a month, I will be taking the end of year paper!!! ><

Today, I got back my Amaths and Chemistry paper. I almost fail Chem!! But, I am not so sure yet. :/ Sigh!! :( But, I believe I can do it. At least I hope! LOL. :/ But, I think I will fail Physics FOR SURE. I didn't know what happened that day, physics was out of my mind.. :/ I panic when doing the paper, esp when Mr Fazial stop to see, I was like, can you walk please? Lol. x.x It's super stress!! I think I will get back my Chinese & maybe even Physics paper tomorrow.. :/ Ohh... Hope it won't spoilt my mood!! ><

Wah, I also realised that I am quite SLOW lately.. :/ I want to say something, but, in that moment, I can't speak.. And everything is too late.. :( Sigh, and I think that my English really got problem. :/ I spoke stuff I shouldn't today.. Most likely due to my English, people think that I am having a hidden agenda..? LOL.

Happy Birthday CATHERINE

2011-08-17T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hello hello!! :) Hmmm, I feel so alive now, I finally touched my computer, :p LOL. I feel as if I had not touch it for months!!!! :p Well, I got back my Emaths paper, & also, my exams is OVER!! :D Hahahaha, Okay, maybe, I shouldn't be too happy? If the results is not as what I expected.. :x I think.... I should... go... and... JUMP. x.x Lol... I think I will fail my physics once again...

Hmmm, talking about physics.... I think that I gave Mr Fazial a really bad impression. :( I didn't realised I handed in a unfinished work at the start of this month.. :( So yeah, I somehow got a warning/ scolding?? Sigh, It has been long since I ever get scolded by someone.. :/ Sighh... I think the paper I did for physics will give him a more lousy impression of me. :( Sigh...

Okayy!! Lets don't talk about sad stuff!! Hmmm, Today is Catherine's birthday!! :) I kind of envy Catherine, as she has a best friend.. Hmmm, I wonder what I envy.. Having a friendship that lasted really long even they are in different schools.. Hmmm, I don't have any best friends now.. Although I used to. :/ Hmmm... Sigh. Envy Catherine!! ^^ Hahahaaha.

I MISSS YOUUU. :D

Guilty .

2011-08-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hello hello! I feel kind of guilty now. :x I should be studying!! TT But, today seems like famly day.. I only reach home at about 3.30? Hmmm, I only studied for 2 hours.. Then, I went to watch Tv, since its national day, 'one year one day' only. :x Sigh.. So guilty now. ~.~ But, at least, I finished my homework already.. :D Tomorrow, I will have lots of time to revise Emaths & Physics, this 'holiday', I will focus much on this 2 subjects. :D Hmmm, really hope I can pass all my subjects this time. :) Hehehe.. Well, I am not going to study anymore. ~.~ I think it's really time to make a timetable for myself, if not, I will really slack so much.. :( GUILTY. OMG.

It's Over .

2011-08-08T17:46:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. I have been addicted to youtube since I finished bathing today. It has been about 3 hours? Hmmm, I have no mood to study at all.. Hmm, I guess I will have a break this afternoon. I will study after I had dinner. But, I think I have really stressed out lately, I need this break.. While having my breaks, lots of things have been going through my mind.. Hmm, I have been thinking lots lately. Thinking too much. I am obviously no the emo person. I am very hyper one. :) Hehehe... I feel like singing my heart out, so yeah, bye. LOL.

It's so simple. It's so easy. Why can't I do it?

2011-08-05T18:48:00.001+08:00

I suck.

STRESSFUL day.

2011-08-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey! It's like 10.35 PM now.. Hmmm! I just finish studying. :p Well! Today is full of UPs & DOWNs.. Hmmm! Most of the down is because of my performances in school.. Well, I think I deproving in everything in school! :( Ms Wong said that I am weak in Maths.. :( I only passed my Chem at border line, with LOTS of LOTS of careless mistakes. I wonder what happened when I did the test! :O :( Anyway, today, I did my Amath CA2! Hmmm! Hope it pull my grade for CA2! Hmmm, I have confident that I know how to do everything for the paper I did today, expect for about 2 marks, but, I already knew that I had careless mistakes here & there.. So, I really don't know what to expect. :( For now, I just hope I can at least score a B3..

Well, tomorrow is another STRESSFUL day!! I have a Physic test.. And... There is stressful NDP! My junior left me alone again, to face the crowd.. Hmmm, I have to play that fanfare again, alone. How can I face the school on Monday? I am the only one playing the trumpet. I am so stress!!!!!!!! I can play the fanfare when I am practising, but for the actual thing, I can't seem to perform as well, just like how I did for Maths! TT I can do it for my homework, but for test, once I panic, I fail. -.-

Okay! I need cooling pill! Hmmm, oh oh! You guy what!! I learned how to swallow. :) But, I still fail at times. TT Sad life uh. :p No choice no choice. Lol! I felt the pill strucked in me, just kidding. Crap only. Nights! I think I play bejewled for a while, then I OFF. :P SEEE YOU! :D

Nothing much..

2011-07-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hello hello. :) Hmmm, well, it's kind of late now, hardly sleep 'late' recently. :p Hmmm, exams is coming, but, I will stick to my timetable! I will still online, still relax and stuff. :p But yeah, studies come first? Hahaha? Hmmm?

Okay, my mind is thinking about lots of stuff, it's hard to break it out here, at first, I feel like writing a long compo for my post, then, I feel like, I had nothing to write.. Lol? Hmmm.. Sigh.

Now, I am online again, after offing the laptop.. Hmmm, I just wanted to use a while. Lol, maybe, another 10 mins, and I am off to bed! Hmmm, I wonder how it feels like to chat until 3am + again, lol! Hmmm.. But, I creeps out everytime my parents woke up. xD Hahaha.

Okay, thats all, time to play? Bye. 10 mins! :p

Tired tired life.

2011-07-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hello hello. :) Hmm! It's kind of late now? Why am I online?? Ohhh! I just finished my homeowoke.. Hmmm, it's not 100% finished yet!! x.x I still have one more compo to do.. Hmm, actually to be right, its 2 more compo.. One for a competion, and another, a compo given today. Hmm, Ohhh.. My eyes is cracking. :( But, I really want to blog now. LOL. Wahh, I still have test tomorrow, luckily, I already studied yesterday.. Hmm, I really slack too much lately. D: Hmmm! Wake up man. x.x Sigh, I also have AMath homework, which I doesnt know how to do..

Hmmm, Ms Wong told me that my Maths is getting weaker. :( I didnt react to what she said, but, I seriously feel sad & a little stressed up. Lol. :x But, I had been doing so badly since term 2? Hmmm, nono, I guess I just need to put in more effort, not that I don't know how, just that I didnt try. This are words to motivate myself, okay. :p Lol. I learned this a few days back? uhuh? Lol?

Hmmm, next, I wonder if I should go to China this year.. Hmmm, it's kind of expensive! x.x So yeah.. I am still deciding.. It's a diffcult choice, since most of my friends is not going.. Some is like me, we just can't decicde. Lol. :x

Well, okay okay! Thats all. Byebyeee.

Busy busy me?

2011-07-25T18:36:00.002+08:00

Hello. :P It's Monday! But I am online! :o Sad life uh! I shouldnt be online now. Well, I was really busy on the weekends, when I got back home, I am really super tired, until I didnt do my homework. :x Lazy uh? :p

Hmmmm! I am here for the post & song... Hmmm! So yeah, gtg study & do everything after this. >_< Exams is near!!! :@ Sad uh. :( Hmmmm, really hope that time stops for a moment, let me catch up with some stuff, and then, I can carry on. Sounds totally immpossible :o It is impossible. Lol. :x

Okay! Well, Why am I so BUSY this few days? Well!! I have been trying to balance my time.. Well, the Hong Kong peeps came to Singapore a few days back.. I am busy preparing their present & gifts for them. Hahaha. :) Well, but, I find that, I have noob skills in starting a conversation. ~.~ Too stress at the moment? I hardly even talk to them.. *Shocked* They must be really bored when I am around, I wonder if they dislikes me. TT

Okay okay! I still got some stuff to check! BYEBYEBYE!

I sound stupid. :o Sorry.

2011-07-17T12:36:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. :) I am feeling better I guess. Hehehe! Hmmm!! I suddednly feel like listening to a song which is really really long ago. xD LOL. '還珠格格: 不能和你分手' Omg @.@ I sound so old. LOL. But, this song is nice. LOL. :P I from young watch this dramma, until now, I still can remember the song. LOL. :P And, the song is sang by '小燕子', so, I like it more. LOL. Okay, craps. :p I feel kind of embarrased now. :p Hehehe. LOL. Okay. :p Hehehehe! LOL. Okay, SHHHH! :P HAHA. xD Okay, the song ended! OMG. CANNNNOT END TT, I replay. :p Okay.

Hi again. HI!! HAHAHAHA. Okay, maybe, I am going to my cousin house later! So, I am going to study after this, hahaha! Hmmmm, I am acting offline in MSN, LOL. :p Whatever!! I must ENDURE. OMG. :@ Cannot disrupt anyone. Okay. Endure until don't know when bah! Althought I seriously can't stand it anymore. LOL.. Hmmm, craps, I guess no one understand what I am trying to say, but whatever! Who cares. o_o LOL. :X

Okay!!!! Yesterday, Yingrou came to my house! We finshed the project! Yayy! :D HEHEHE, then, I went to lot 1 with Yingrou, cause she had turtion and I want to buy some stuff! Hahaha! I think friends really have 'fate'. We saw WanLing on the way there, on the same LRT! LOL. We only realised when the LRT broke down, haha.. Hmmm, Such things really happen uh? Hahaha.. :)

Well, since both of them has turtion, I went home alone, Well, I needed some time to be alone as well. So yeah, I went home by bus, cause, can sit. :p LOL. Hmmm! And horh, I walked home from bukit pangjang to greenridge. :) I buy myself bubbletea. :) LOL. I sounded emo? LOL. Hmm, but, this is how I destress, LOL. Plus it's like super windy yesterday ^^ I also went to the top floor just to enjoy the wind. LOL. :P

Hahahhaa, actually, I have nothing much to say. LOL. Okayy okay, Bye!! :)

Myself .

2011-07-15T22:01:00.005+08:00

I want to tell someone my own secrets, my own feelings, my own thoughts, but when I look around, I found that there is no one I can talk to.. Because, I trust no one..

Oh, really? Hahahah?

2011-07-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hello! I had not post for a really long time I think..? Lol! I am kind of busy lately, really very busy! :x I can't even finish my homework.. There's band practice, Projects & stuff here & there! Chaos! :o Hahaha!

Okay, I finally have time to relax. :) Really happy? LOL. Hmmm, but, YingRou coming to my house early in the morning tomorrow. *Yawns* Sigh! I wish I could sleep late & wake up late. :p I remember sleeping at 2~3 a few months back! Hahaha.... But, I guess, I have no reason to do that now? Lol. :x :( Okay.. Never mind.. Hahaha!

Erm, so ya.. I don't know what to say, cause life sucks now. So yeah, bye!

No quotes, I guess..

Failure .

2011-07-08T23:58:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone. Before the day ends, I will quickly post a short post about today. Well, I felt really useless, lousy & miserable today.. :( I can sense, I did badly for all the test I had this week.. I am so useless.. During band, I feel so lousy.. I can't even play well. I was so miserable, so lonely, I wish my seniors were there with me during band. :( Hais.

Happiness; xx January, February, March, April, x May ~
Okay, quote today.. Actually, I didnt think much about this.. Lol. :x Maybe this 'Never expect too much from life, because, most of the time, you don't see it happen.' I saw this somewhere, but, I also find this true, lol. Hmmm, I don't know if I rip this, lol! But, I don't think so. Yeah, So, okay. BYE.

Haircut experience .

2011-07-05T17:23:00.006+08:00

Hello hello. :) I have some stuff to share today, really eager to share with everyone my mood and quote.. Hahaha. So here I am, being online just to blog. :)

Well, today is a day which is typical day for everyone, but, not for me. I do not know if you guys know.. I got a hair cut, maybe I will change my profile in facebook soon. Erm, so yeah, I lost confidents. There was lots of good comments, but, obviously, there is also bad comments.. I know I should like care more about the good comments & think all about the bright sides.. But yeah, I can't really do that. I mean, come on, I am also a human. :o I tend to think about those reactions when they saw me, how the way they look at me and what they had said, usually the bad ones, and then, 'Poosh!' I feel kind of hurt, like yeah. Sometimes, I tend to think too much, I know I do. But I know, this is me. Lol.

Wow, okay, I have confessed how I felt, although there's more, but I will write below maybe. Lol. I feel better now. :) Is this a good way to distress? A good way to refresh my mind? Lol. :x But yeah, actually I know my peng you man, don't read my blog, so I actually feel okay doing, confessing some 'real' feelings of mine. Lol.

Okay, I actually feel better confessing my lame stress & upset thing here than telling people. Well, I remembered reading some of my friend's letters to me.. There is says, 'When you have problems, don't bottle it all up, tell someone..' Haha. So, I am here to tell you readers of my blog. :) Since, I know there is a few cyber friends who actually read my blog. Lols. But, I am not trying to be a b!tch le.. I remembered reading something in facebook.
'When you express how you feel =You're a b!tch. When you talk to some boys =You're a flirt. When you did well in your studies & you're slightly happy than you are=You're a show off. Whatever you do, you will get criticize, so, just live how you live your life.' Don't you find it true? I find it true, LOL.

Okay, enough here. I am going to share the quote of the day. I got this thoughts when deciding to cut or not to cut my hair. Lol. :) Well, let me tell you how it started.. I wanted to change a hairstyle to cut my hair short since last year, but obviously, I didn't. I didn't got the chance to. So again, this was one chance that I can get a haircut again. I was still deciding if I should cut my hair short. I decided this for about 4 days. At the final day, I decided that maybe I should cut them, since I wanted to try for so long. So I did, I cut it, and I don't regret.

Okay, here's my quote, 'When you try something, don't regret. Regret if you didn't had the courage to do it.' Hmm, this is my experience for this new haircut. Well, I don't think this sentence need any explaination. Well, let me tell you one more stuff okay, 'We don't remember quotes, We experience it before we could really understand.' Remembering have no use, remembering it without understand doesn't make sense at all. Just like how we studied, remembering without understanding it? Are you sure?

Okay, thats all. Thanks for reading. :) Do tag if you have any comments.
*There's grammar mistakes here & there .. I found it after reading it again. Bear with it. Sorry.

Self Reflections .

2011-07-02T10:39:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. :) I actually wanted to post yesterday, but, don't really have mood to blog anything. Lol. :x Well, I am not trying to be bhb here. *bhb> show off . Lol. But, I want to say that I am proud of myself yesterday. :) There's a few things that made me feel that way. :)

Well, as you guys know, I have took over my seniors in my own section not long ago.. I do not have experience in teaching. But, I did manage to conduct sectional yesterday with 3 juniors.. Hmm, 2 of them is in my section, another 1 is actually Clara's junior, but since she didn't come yesterday, Fahan told the junior to follow me. :O Luckily, Elisha was there that day, so, she managed to help me. :D Hahaha.

Okay, another reason why I felt somehow proud of myself, is that, I finally can say a bit of 'no'. Lol. Hmmm.. I don't know how to explain this. Lol. But, it's okay if you don't understand.

Okay, today, actually, I should be doing project with Yingrou now, since she can't come today, I will go take a break, then do my homework.

Oh yeah, I think I will share a self reflection quotes in every post. :) hehe. Take it as a suggestion. :) ' If you want people to trust you, then don't ever do things to make it a risk.' Okay, let me explain this. Think about it, if you kept on lying to someone, do you expect them to trust you? If you can't even take care of yourself, do you expect people to trust you to help them? A trust is diffcult to build, but, it falls easily. One lie found out, everything becomes a lie. Since you bet the trust with your desires, then, don't expect to get both, because you won't.

Thats all. Lol. Okay. Bye. :)
* But, I actually wanted to make it like a compo. lol! Maybe next time, I will make another blog to talk about my experiences quotes. LOL . Like grandma, omg. LOL.

Expressing myself.

2011-06-29T17:18:00.005+08:00

Hello hello, just rested after I came back from school. :) So, here I am, to listen to some songs, to relax for a while. :) And, of course, to blog a little about the happenings today. :) Hmm, recently, I have been a little overly crazy. I laughed too much, talked too much craps. I feel kind of embarrased after I cool down. :x Lol. :x But, well, the purpose is to laugh a lot & to make people around me happy too. Lol. But, I guess, this is not the right way, I should not be laughing too loudly, or said stuff too loudly uh. Hahaha. I will take note of myself, not bad not bad. LOL. :P Hmmm, talking craps myself, makes me really hyper, really happy, LOL. :X Okay, so yeah, there's a test tomorrow, and the following week. I hope I do well! :)

Hmmm, so yeah, I am redoing the chinese project with Wanling & Yingrou again! LOL. Hmmm, I suggested that we make slides ^^ Hehehe..

Well, it's the 3rd day of school! Hahaha.. Hmmm.. Well.. I want to review something today. Lol. :x Hmmm, it's actually a plan.. I actually wanted to cut my hair & change a hairstyle.. But.. Recently, there's quite a few people who went for the hairstyle that I somehow wanted, & is going to cut this week. This kind of feel really... Because, what if they think I copy them?? D: Am I thinking too much? :O

Okay, since no one read my blog, I doesnt feel stressed up after expressing my own thoughts. :D LOL. Although my blog is open to everyone, I still check some stuff, which can track who came to my blog, obviously no one. :P ( I mean close friends doesnt read my blog )

So, yeah! I am not here to gain/ seek attention, Please don't make a fuss out of such things.. Lol. :X Thanks thanks. bye!

Study mode . :D

2011-06-28T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hello hello. :) I am here to post, well, I shouldn't be online today actually, but, well, I wanted to listen to songs while studying and doing homework. ^^ Heheh, so, I guess I will just online for youtube and blogger on Tuesday & Wednesday. Hmm, I will online on facebook & stuff on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. :) Heheh. I think, this plan should be okay, since I am like this since Secondary One, haha. But, it depends for Tuesday and Wednesday. Hahaha. Okay. So.. Yeah. That's all, off to study! This is my dinner break actually, hehe. Its like 25 mins already, I have eaten, drank much watch, sang along with some songs and check some stuff on facebook! Uhh, I shouldn't check on facebook! Hmm, but anyway, I need time to adapt back to Study mode. Well, I do have the mood to study and stuff. :) So, it's so-so okay. :) Jiayou! Bye! Off to hw land. ^^

Goodbye June 2011 Holiday. :O

2011-06-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

Hello hello, I did not online much for today & yesterday, I only managed to online at night, hehe. :) Hmm, yesterday, I went to my cousin's house, it have been long ever since I visit their house, haha. Hmm, I had fun with their hamster. Hehehe :D The hamster is kind of attractive. :P LOL. My youngest cousin kept on looking at how the hamster shit. x.x LOL. :X

Hmmm, today, I went shopping with my mother & sister. :) Hmm, well, I actually saw lots of clothes that I want, but, I wanted to save money. :P So, I didn't said that I wanted that top, that top & that top. (eg) LOL.

Hahaha, so, the 2011 June Holiday has ended & it will never be back.. Hmmm, So, the teachers will ask us a few questions tomorrow, 'What did you guys did during the holiday?' 'What do you feel about your holiday?' . Ohh lala. LOL. :X

Okay, my mum just walk pass my room & said, 'Bu Ting Hua'.. Okayy okayy, I will stop now. x.x Hmmm, I will not online tomorrow, :O I got band practice after school! Hahaha! :X So, tomorrow is the start of another term, another term to start going home late, waking up early! LOL. :X Okay. I am ready, I think. LOL. :X Hmm, stress for exams/test/band/hairstyle. I hope, nothing adds in to make me crazy! x.x OKay. BYE :P

My 'weird' experience!

2011-06-24T22:16:00.005+08:00

Hello hello! I am having a break from reading Chinese books. :D Lol! Having break :) Hmmmm! I had a 'weird' experience today! LOL. Hmmm, well.. It's lame.. :X I have been adding lots of people in facebook today! Hmm, It's like 1/3 of it is from other countries! :x So yeah.. I am stress. LOL. x.x Hmmm.. :x It's like how did that find me? Like, we don't even have mutual friends.. :O

Hmmm, but, I really like to see that there's friend request. Hehehe ^^ LOL. And lots of nofication. LOL. :P I don't know why, but, it somehow makes me feel happy. LOL. :X I think I am really too bored. Okay! Stop stop. LOL. I am not bored okay. I am really busy. :) Rushing homework. Actually, I already finished my homework. :X Just that the Chinese one, really need to do really long.. :X

Arggg! Today YingRou & WanLing came to my house for project & audi. :X Hmmm! Project is from 11 ~ 12, while audi is from 12 ~ 430. >< Sigh. :X Well, I have my own feelings, but yeah, LOL. Never mind!!! I just feel weird, haha. :X & somehow, a little uncomfortable. Lol! Sorry. :x

Anyway! As I was saying, today is full of 'weird weird & more weird!' Hahaha. Hmmm! I should be continuing with my Chinese Books now. :) Uh. Bye!!

Everytime I feel like giving up, you came back.

Life is kind of boring recently..

2011-06-23T13:11:00.005+08:00

Hello hello.. I feel that Singapore is so hot!! D: Sigh, I think I will go bath after this.. Well, nothing much today. :x I only know that I will study & practice my trumpet today. xD You know what, the trumpet that I brought home, like kind of spoilt.. :x Sigh, but never mind!! Can train to use more air. x.x LOL. :X Okay.. I have decided!! I will practice my trumpet until 2, then bath, then study until 6. :D But, I will online uh. LOL. Hmmm, nono. I think I act offline. LOL.. :X I just want to use facebook & youtube.. hehe... :)

Hmm, Life is kind of boring recently.. But.. Actaually, its not.. You see, I need to study, since there's test. I need to practice my trumept, since there is a concert coming & I had a hard time playing it... Lol! Both use up lots of time.. I think it's me who make it boring only. Lol. :x Okay!! I should make it fun & exciting! xD LOL. Hmmmm! Tomorrow, my friends is coming over to my house to redo a chinese project.. Hmmm! So, yeah! I must be busy. Super busy yeah? I haven unpack my stuff, haven buy new pencils & stuff! Haven pack my sheleves! I am busy right! Very busy right? I need to discuss what to buy/ do for the hong kong peeps. I need to plan what to do when school reopen. What to do when I am sectioning with my juniors. What can I do to improve myself, what can I do to improve my juniors.. What can I do? Right?? I am busy uh! Busy! Exams also coming soon since school is reopening, I need to study study study! Revise too. What am I doing this holiday? Nagging that life sucks? Being so lousy in band? Being so noob at everything! I made myself so sucky. And I am nagging? Do I even have the rights to nag? Sigh!

Give up on you, I'll move on.

Break Camp = Tired :l

2011-06-22T14:08:00.002+08:00

Hello hello! I am back from a 3 day 2 night Band Camp. I am so tired now.. I am so sleepy.. D: But, I can't sleep in the afternoon.. I feel like sleeping. Wah, I miss my room, I miss my bed. I miss my Micky.. D: I AM SO TIRED.. I feel like sleeping. But, when I am lying on my bed, I can't sleep.. I think I should sleep infront of the computer. D: Can change song too. :D LOL.

Hmmmm!! I think I will not sutdy today, maybe stay in my room for the rest of the day, you know?? :p LOL. Crap crap. LOL. I WANT TO GO OUT. D: No nono. I think I want to stay at home. LOL. :P

Hmmm. Should I talk about the band camp? But, I am very tired now. I think, I don't want to say so much, so yeah. HI? :D BYE. Okay. BYEEEE. I think typing this, I wasted lots of energy. :p LOL. So yeah. I AM SO TIRED. D: BYE! TIRED MAN. D:

AAA SICKNESS

2011-06-18T15:33:00.002+08:00

Hello! :) Hmmm.. I just finished bathing :) Hehehe! Well, early in the morning, YingRou came to my house. Hmm! But, I woke up late again.. D: Isn't my alaram clock again? Or, isn't me that didn't hear it? D: LOL! Hmmm.. I think YingRou waited for me outside my house for 10mins..? Really Sorry uh Yingrou!! :p Hehehe!

Okay! So, actually.. There's 3 reasons why Yingrou came to my house today.. Firstly, we need to do a chinese project.. But, obviously.. We played the computer more. Sorry, I mean, we play the laptop more. :p LOL. Hmmm.. Actually, is play audition more la! LOL! :P Secondly, is again Yingrou came for audi. Thirdly, we waana change our facebook profile picture to audition picture.. Well, actually, to say the truth, I want to change to a picture of myself.. But, like very paiseh uh. LOL. :X Got like almost 3/4 peeps on facebook is the ones I know in real life.. :x Pai seh . :x LOL

Okay okay! Actually, I should be studying today.. But, I waana do something for some peeps! :x If not, there will not be enough time! D: Okayy.. What should I do? I don't know! I will go for a research now!! BYE. ^^

Longgggg post. :D But I liked it. :p

2011-06-17T10:40:00.004+08:00

Hello hello!! I am here to post again. ^^ Hmmmm.. I find something which is kind of weird.. D: Hmmm.. Sigh, my msn automatic log out of my account, saying that this account can't be online in 2 places.. o.o.. Hmmmm.. And, my blogger account is signed in with my other account.. o.o.. Well, like kind of creepy. TT

Hmmm, okay, actually, I really would like to post about yesterday. LOL. :P Okay okay.. There was band practice yesterday morning.. Hmm, I was sir-post to meet Clara at 8 and wake up at 7.. Instead, I woke up at 8.. :x Sigh! I don't know if its my alaram didnt ring, or did I slept really well. LOL. :X So, I rushed.. Hmmm, and finally meet Clara for breakfast at 8.25? Hmm, fast uh? BUT, I AM LATE FOR LIKE 25 MINS. OH MY GOD. LOL.

Hmmm, okay okay.. Well.. Let me tell you guys what.. Hmmm. My voice now is super man, xD. I even recorded my manness voice. :p But, seriously, recording is really lousy, I don't sound man at all when I recored.. D: Sadded. I actually intend to post to facebook to boast about my mannes voice. LOL. :P SHHHH. This is a confession, everyone who read this must keep this a secret. :D THANKS. :D

Uhh! LOL. Band practice was kind of stressful for me at first, but.. I know I have to get use to it.. Well, being stress & at complete blurness.. It's diffcult to handle a section.. Well.. I dont know if I should count myself lucky that I only have 3 juniors.. But.. Its kind of.. :x Well.. Lol.. I am so lousy at teaching & all.. Sigh.. What should I do? I panic only uh.. D: Fail fail fail! But, since my junior, SHASHA, support me.. And my seniors trust me.. I should not fail uh! Jiayou!! :D Ohh! I am kind of touched by SHASHA, cause, whenever I have solo, he is beside me telling me I can do it. Woohoo! My sec 2 junior cute uh!! :D

Hahaa!! Ohh, after band, I have 3 events.. The first event will be celebrating Korina's birthday. ^^ Hehehe. :D Well.. I dont think I should describe this part so much, :p But, I will explain how she got to school yesterday. :p LOL. Well, I lied to her that her trumpet is lost.. :x (I know I am bad.. TT) Wah.. She believed me uh.. (I feel that I had bet this with her trust towards me) LOL.. :X Hahaha.. Well, I liked the part when she opened her present. xD Meris, Wency & I wrote lots of craps for her. ^^ But, saddened for Fahan, he stand somewhere around us, looking only. LOL. Hmmm. :p

Okay, next event uh, I went to bpp to meet Clara again. :p But, this time, is for renting a horror movie to be watched today. :D LOL. Well, we chose a NC16 movie.. But, both of us is under age.. :x So.. We called Wency if she could come over to help us. LOL. :P Cannot believe uh! But, Wency really came & help us. ^^ (THANKS WENCY!! :D) Hehehe! Okay, describe a little bit more. Well, I am really afraid of the disc cover, holding it, I also feel really.. Hmm, How to describe this.. Hmmm.. Use Ris Low's word.. Well, holding it, I feel so BOOOMZ. Oh my. LOL. :P Hmm, So, I woke up one hour before Clara is coming to my house.. Hmmm, I woke up so I can bath. :D This is call smart. LOL. JKJK. :P This is call backup! :D I know I will creep out when I go to the toliet after horror movie. Oh ya! That horror movie is from Thailand.. LOL. :X The last time I watched a Thai horror movie was the first week of the holiday, in Tahira's house.. Hmmm.. Weeteck shown ask a movie call 'Showing soon'.. Hmmm. I don't really remember. But, seriously, creeps me out at night.. TT

Okay, next event.. I got to go back to school for some stuff uh! :D Well, it's a thing that I really want to do for someone.. ^^ LOL. But, I am bad at it, really very bad. LOL. :X Well, I seriously feel really insercure when doing it at first.. But, after a period.. I feel okay.. But, I still.. Hmm, sorry to say this!! But, I sucks at it. LOL. :X TT But!! For the peeps, I will try my best. ^^

Okay! Did I mention about my manness voice? LOL. Well, I think I did.. :p Never mind, let me explain more! This is caused by 2 small packets of potato chips, 2 packets of wangwang, my breakfast> Fried noodles . LOL. :X Sigh.. So now, I am spamming myself with 2 bottles of H2O. :D OHHH.. I got one chain for mannes voice. :D LISTEN UP. :D Too many bubbleteas > Too many chemicals > Too many male hormons > Too man > Voice changes to Man Voice > I like it > I am happy > I smile > :D LOL. Well, this is somehow by my sister, for the bubbletea part. I continued :) HEHEHEHE. I wrote it alomost everywhere, well, if school reopen, my voice is still like that, I will spam people with this. :D But, obviously, I miss my voice. LOL. :X I have problem talking . LOL. D: LOL. ;X

Okay!!! Time to wait for Clara!! ^^ BYES. :D HAVE A NICE DAY. I know this post is longggg. LOL. :X

My feelings.

2011-06-15T17:36:00.005+08:00

Hello! :x Sigh. I got 3 kinds of feelings now... Sigh. Oh, btw, I feel that the tittle sounds weird. LOL. Like I am desperate for love. LOL. Don't anyhow think please. xD LOL.

Hmm. First uh, I am feeling sian now. D: Once online, I have no idea what I can do. Chat? Hmm.. Its boring. D: There's no person that I really want to talk to.. Hmm. If not, the chat is kind of slow.. :x No offence no offence, its the system's problem. :p LOL.

Hmm, next uh, I don't know how to feel uh. It's seems like I had spoiled everything. D: Better not to think of it? The more I think of it, the more I feel stressed. But, really sorry uh... TT Sigh. Actually, no point saying here.. Cause they don't read my blog. Well, I also know like there's no one reading my blog.. But, it's okay. At least, I know I can write freely without having any doubt. Lol :x

Uhhhh.. Next uh.. I don't know. Sorry, I forgot. OHHHH, I know uh. LOL. Hmm. Actually, I should feel happy & hyper today.. But, because of something uh, most probably the things I wrote above. Hmm, it kind of affect me. LOL. Hmmm. I am like writing a confession here. LOL. :x Hmmm. Nothing can make me feel hyper already uh.. D: I need ice cream. LOL. :x Okay. Talk about ice cream, you know. Just now, I was walking home from somewhere. I was highly expecting the ice cream van or ice cream bicycle to be there. LOL. I have one dollar in my wallet, enough for me to treat myself.. LOL. But, well, I am like 90% recovered from being sick. Still having headaches & chest pain.. x.x

Wow, I just spammed that previous paragraph! Haha.. Hmmm. Next, I feel like studying when I was walking home.. Hmmm. You know, I intend to study from 1 to 630 everyday. LOL. But, I didn't fulfill to my plan.. Yesterday was the first day that I revised/ studied something, after completing all my homework.. :x Well.. I have no idea what I want to revise later, although I made a time table.. Well, its like 6 pm now. xO I don't feel like studying subjects like Physic & Chem.. I want to read my Chinese Storybook & complete the worksheets.. LOL. :X Can this count as studying? Woo. I am being true to myself. LOL.

Lol!! It have been long, ever since I wrote so long for my blog. o.o Hahaha.. Well.. I still haven finish writing.. :p Hmmm. I am missing someone now. :x Sigh. Don't anyhow think. LOL. :X I miss my mum. LOL. :D I miss my friends. No.. I miss the time. Its like running really fast. So sad. I have not done anything much this holiday. My holiday is not meaningful at all.. Hmm.. I enjoyed the March Holidays better actually. LOL. Hmmm, but, that holiday is also nothing much, expect for chatting really late at night. LOL. :x Hmmm, I just feel that the March Holiday is better. Maybe, its because of the number of days we've got. March holidays is about 10 days, while June Holidays is about 30 days? This 30 days, I have not studied.. So.. I kind of feel guilty. :x And.. This holiday.. I have not when out with those people I want to go out with, and, you know what, every week seems busy.. Band practices is a lot lesser than before, yet, I still don't manage to go out with them. D:

Ohhhh.. Okayy.. I feel that this post is long.. Too long = boring.. I think I will add some pictures. :D Hmmm. Let me check what photos I should post.. :x Pictures of myself? Hmm, like very pai seh.. LOL. Don't want. LOL. :x Ahhh, LOL. I don't know.. Well.. I think I post this first. ^^ Hehee.. Okay.

People changes like the gust of wind.

2011-06-13T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Sigh. I am sick.. D: But, I am feeling much better than last night. Haha.. Hmmm!! Actually, I have band practice today, but, due to being sick, I can't go.. :x Sigh.. What can I do now..? So boring uh. Lol.. :x Arggghh..

Well, read my tittle for today!!! Don't you think its kind of true? LOL. :x Sigh. I don't want to say so much. Grrrr!! Lol. :x Okay.

Hmm.. What can I do? In 2 more weeks, school will reopen. But, I haven even started revising yet.. x.x Now, being sick, I don't feel like doing anything. :X GGGGG... D:

Okay okay. Lame uh. Bye.

Sigh.

2011-06-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hello. I feel so weird now. TT Very sian. Hais.. :x I think I go and eat Ice cream now bah.. :x
A day without smsing anyone.. Im so lonely.. :( I hate the fact that I am like this now..!!!!

2011-06-07T13:30:00.005+08:00

Hello hello! Sigh, I woke up at 12pm today.. Wasted much time uh.. Never mind!! I start doing homework at 2 pm. Haha ^^ Hmmm. I have band practice yesterday.. Sigh, I guess it was one of the lousiest.. Sigh. D: Ahhhhh... I don't know..

Well!! This week is another busy week..!

Monday > Band
Tuesday > Homework
Wednesday > Homework/ Start to Study (Finally x.x)
Thursday > Band + Lessons
Friday > Father's Birthday Celebrations:D
Saturday > BBQ
Sunday > Study

Hmmm.. I guess its not that busy.. Hmm! At least, this week, I can go further uh, for the BBQ. ^^ Hehe. But, seriously.. x.x I haven plan out for some stuff yet. x.x Sigh.

Okay! For the remaining 20 mins, I will go research some stuff. Kekeke. Okay! BYES. :D

I wont stalk you anymore..

My holiday is boring.

2011-06-04T13:18:00.005+08:00

Hello!! Sigh. I said I want to change blog skins, but I didn't. x.x LOL. :x Sigh, never mind! I will change soon.. I think.. Hm.. Before this holiday ends. :p I am looking for a song that the lyrics means anything to me. But, I couldn't find it. :x Sigh. I really have no life uh? Any song call no life? LOL. Whatever!

Sigh, I am left with 2 subject homework.. E Math & Physics! :X Wahh.. I hope to finish them by tomorrow.. Jiayou! Got to start doing it after this post. Ha ha.. I think I will be online while doing it. I want to listen to songs. :) He he.

Well.. It's time to plan some holiday activities for myself.. Well, as I mentioned before.. This is a really busy week for me, I need to finish my homework, and there is lots of gatherings this week. :x Well, I don't count this as outings.. :x Cause, most of the places is so super near my house. :x Lol.. Let me briefly decribe my week..

Monday > YingRou & WanLing came to my house for project & entertainment.
Tuesday > Meet up with PeiYi at Fajar to complete homework.
Wednesday > Stucked at home to complete homework.
Thursday > Meet up with WanLing to buy a present for housewarming.
> Meet up with Clara & ZhaoTang for BBQ at Hometeam NS invited by Edwina.
Friday > Meet up with WanLing, Lionel & Derrick for housewarming at Tahira's house.

Wah, actually its busy, but boring, cause I haven finish my homework.. Can't relax when homework is not done yet. :X Can't even start studying .. :x Anyway, I really want to meet up some people this holiday.. D: Well, and I want to go out to play badminton, basketball or table tennis? Lol. Hm, I already have went to 2 BBQ this few weeks.. And, you know what? I have another BBQ to attend next week.. Lol. :x Why so many BBQ outings? Lol. :x

Wah, I really dont know what I can do this holiday.. Study, Watch Tv, stare at the laptop? :X Sigh... D: I am so bored! I wish I could complete my homework.. So, I am going to go now. LOL. :X BYE!! BYE!! BYEE!!

June June June June June!

2011-06-01T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hellos. :D Ermm! Its June!! :D So, I want to say that its the first day of June holidays. :p Hahaha, hmmm? I have been doing my homework since 2.30 to 6.30.. o.o Its really crazy that I spent 2 hours 30 mins on one english worksheet.. D: Hmmmm! I am going to learn how to make a blogskin after dinner :D BRB!

Ya la ya la!

2011-05-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hello hello :D Hmmmm. Hi. Okay Bye. :p LOL.

Crazy OST Fannn. Like real man. :p

2011-05-29T16:28:00.003+08:00

Hellos :D I have finished watching 'Mary's out all night' for the past 2 days. Hehe! I watched with my mum until 330 ~ 4 last 2 nights. xD Haha. The dramma is quite nice, I like the songs. :) Hehe.

Hmmm. I think I will start doing my homework until my cousins reached my house after posting this. :p Hehe.

Well, I have nothing to say lately? :x I always fail to post a post this days. :x Sigh. Anyway, my friends is coming to my house tomorrow for a project. ^^ At least there is some entertainment.. I think I will stop watching drammas already, if not, I will be stucked on the sofa for days & nights.. How can I study like that uh? Haha.

Well! Its a not so busy holiday.. With band practices less than 10 days & so little outings with friends. :x Never mind, good time to revise sciences. :) But, I really wish to go out more often. Haha.. :x

Hmmm.. I cant bear to turn my lappy off now, cause I really want to listen to the songs. :D Although, I hardly listen to koeran songs now, but I cant resist OST in a dramma. LOL. Okay. Hi... BYE LA. :P

I cant resist not to care. I will wait.

Hello hello !!

2011-05-22T10:13:00.004+08:00

Heyyo. :D Hmmm. I have been deciding to post or not to for the past few minutes.. But yeah.. Who knows if I will post this in the end right? I have been wanting to post some stuff.. But yet, I have nothing to post. Same for today? Lol. And some more, its only 10am ++. Will I have anything to share? LOL. :/

Well, I guess I will be able to post this. But, its gotta be boring! D: Well.. After posting this, I guess I will go and study SS.. I have a SS test this tuesday.. TT Sighh...

Well.. I haven talk about my results yet. But its like seriously really badly done. :/ So, I dont wish to talk about it? Lol. :/

Hmmmm.. And band prac have started already. Haha..? Hmmm... Kind of stress about it.. Me and my section? Sounds so wrong. But, never mind. Cant run & cant hide. LOL.

Okay. Thats all. Boring right? :p Soorry. Bye. LOL. :)

Suan le.. I dont waana care about this anymore.. Since, you dont care, I dont see why there's a need for me to care too..

Slacking ~

2011-05-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

Hello! Exams' over! Results is out! Haha.. :/ But I didnt do really well for my SA1.. Sigh.. :(
But, being sad can't change anything right? LOL. Okay. Shhhhhh.

Hmmm. Well, band practics had started again. But, it's really slacking during the holidays. :/

Well. I am kind of speechless. Lol. Althought the exams is over, I still feel that I have no life. My life is boring. So super boring. Nothing to do.. Everyday watch tv, see facebook? Isn't that so really boring? :/

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
I really feel so 空虚 now.. :(
My life is so................................ BORING.

I guess our fate has ended. :( I told you before.. I will be sad..

Bored....!!!

2011-05-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hello. I am feeling super bored now.. :x Don't have the mood to do anything.. So sad. Sigh.. :( Anyway! I was with my class about 2 hours ago. Having bbq :D Haha. It was quite fun. :) Haha. But, I will so bored now. Nothing to do. :( Bored...!!

Backed! :D

2011-05-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hello! I am back to post after 12 days. :/ Wow. Lol. 12 Days feel so long. Haha. My exams haven ended yet! But, well, there is 3 days for me to study Amath :D Lol. So, I slacked a little today! Lol. x.x Okay. I think I will sleep latest by 11? Theres a outing with WanLing tomorrow! :D hahaha!! Okay. Bye! :D

I am so stress..

2011-04-30T00:55:00.003+08:00

Wah. Hello hello. So stress again. :/ Actually, I just now ok already.. Dont know why suddendly feel so stress again.. :/ Sian. Haha. Er! I think I should go sleeep soon le bah. No point being so stress le? Wah. I destress le thenn stress again.. x.x Siann.....

Bullet!

I hate elearning. T-T

2011-04-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

Hello hello!! I completed my elearning le. Early in the morning so many problems. :/ Hais!! Now the chinese elearning haven release. Maybe dont have le. :D Okay. I think I am going off after blogging.. to bath!! And to continue we my studies. Left one week plus before exams! Still lots haven finish study.. Argg... It seems like Im running out of time.. :/ Okay, never mind!! Jiayou! LOL. :/ Like super not hyper now de. Dont feel like studying!! But I have lots of homework all need complete by today. :/ Sigh.

Wooooo. But I am quite excited for after the holidays!! Can finally go for movies with my friends. :D And I think I am going to the lan with friends too :D Woooot! Lol. Can have some time to relax uh. I got so many drammas to watch during the holiday!! :D But, confirm a lot of homework.. :/ And band practices!! :/ Haha.

But, talk about band, I think its going to be weird & super uncomforable without my seniors.. But.. at least still have my junior!! :D Haha. Okay okay. I dont know uh!

Okayokay. I go destress for a while until 2pm!! :D BYE. :D

About :D

2011-04-22T18:30:00.001+08:00

Wahwahwah!! WAIT!!! I just realised uh!! The ':D' look quite cute right? hahahaha. The mouth like superBIG!! And the eyes like super SMALLLL!! LOL. :P okokok!! i go eat le. :p BYE.

Hyper meh? LOL.

2011-04-22T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hello hello!! This is a break from my homework!! I finished the homework i should finish today. :D Im now waiting for my dinner to be cooked. LOL. :p Wah. Why am I not motivated to study again? LOL. T-T Never mind Never mind. I think its the computer lah. I hate computer homework!! T-T LOL.

Okay okay. HI. I actually didnt care about my blog de. The blog is like forgotten by me le. LOL. Then uh!! Someone remind me a few days back/ or last week. LOL. Okay. So, I anyhow post le! :D

HI EVERYONE. HELLLLO. Wah. Like super tired now. T-T The weather also very cmi!! T-T Hais. Why is there exams? If no exams jiu hao le... No la. Got exams better. LOL. No homework better. Yaya. If not homework, can self study better. Aiyoo!! Got homework also better la. LOL. If not need buy other books to practice. LOL. Okok. I a bit want to watch tv. NO UH. NOT A BIT. T-T IS A LOT. T-T Wah. Hais. Im sweating!! Wait. Got to tie my hair. LOL.

okok!! Back back! I AM DONE!! :D WOOOO. LOL. Very fast de! You also dk how long i took. 1 second!!!!! :D LOL. Wah. My legs like super pain now, due to yesterday's running!! T-T Never mind. I think I finally passed the 2.4!! Woooo!! Must really thanks CLARA :D LOL. But like very sorry de! I dragged her running when going to finish. Sad life. Thinking back now, I also dont know how i ran de. Hmmm!! And why i go give up when i going to reach le? LOL. T-T Sad life. Never mind... Got pass jiu hao!! But still.. SORRRRRY CLARA!! T-T Wah. But uh. She also hardly read my blog le. xDD How she know... LOL. :/ And!! Yesterday quite tired, but fun uh! But I not very hyper actually. LOL. :/ Nothing to hyper about lerh. :/ Dont know la! HAIS. Seniors pass out le.. Sighh... Hope they come back on Monday.. Hmmm... Ya. I dont know what to do. Helpless Speechless . AHHHHHH... okokokok!!

I must calm downn!! Breathe in!!! Breathe out!! :D OKOK. IM FINE :D LOL. I think I go eat now. Should be ok le? LOL. OKOKOKOK. BYEBEYBEYBEYBEYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEBYEBYEBEY! I think I more hyper now? No? I dont know? I want to eat? LOL. I go watch tv &&&& eat bah. :p BYE!! Go reply message first. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. :D BYE !! BYE!!

Hello! I amposting again yeah.

2011-03-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hellos!! Its 11 PM now!! Haha. I am quite tired. But I want to online. Haha. Maybe online for another hour or something. Haha. I left 2 topics of Physics to do for homework. Haha. I hope I can finish it by tomorrow? :/ If not, I am dead. Haha. :/ Stress uh. Haha. This year March holiday is like another normal school week. Band for 4 days. And another 3 days to rush my homework. I think I really rush a lot during the 3 days. LOL. Actually, I didnt really rush. I remembered yesterday. I was doing my homework while smsing. LOL. :p Sigh/ But, really la. Its a holiday... :/ But, there's no outing for me. No bonding with my friends at all. But, got bond with band members. Haha. Lol. xD

Haha. Another school term starting already. I think I should online less often. Must sleep early le. Haha. :/ I must control myself!! Althought!! Its really diffcult to stop myself from the fun. LOL. :/ Hmmm.. Must study hard le. I did badly for my CA1. I did super badly for it... Hais.. I got study for everything.. But still.. Hais... x.x So sad... Ok!! Never mind. I believe I can do better for my SA1. Haha.

Okay. Thats all for today yeah. Hehe. :p

Hi? LOL.

2011-03-05T18:10:00.003+08:00

Hello!! I am done drawing.. But, it doesnt feel right.. ;/ Hais. Never mind!! Still have time to fix de. Hahaha. I find it kind of... ugly. I dont really know what I am drawing. Lol! Okay.. Never mind.

Recently, I just feel really weird, :x Hais. I think I like become less talkative le. LOL. Okay. Never mind. I don't know why. But, never mind, holidays coming, who cares? LOL. :p Hope nothing bad happen jiu hao le..

Ok. And uh!! I really hope 2012 happen eariler. Happen in 2011. :D LOL. So uh, I don't know to take O levels le. LOL. Ok. Crap. LOL. :p Ok. LOL. OK. LOL!!

Hmmm. See lah, I forgot what I want to say!! Never mind!! BYE!!

Maths kills me!!

2011-02-26T18:51:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. I cant seem to concentrate on my studies when I online. LOL. I think is because of the songs very errr. LOL. Hmmm.. But, the song very addidctive mah. So, i keep click click click. Anyway, I kept on trying the maths questions, but, I cant the answer.. I dont know where gone wrong.. ;/ I think I rest until 7 PM. Maybe will have more energy to think. Lol. I think i offline. Then study until 9pm. Hmm.. Then I online again. hehehe. :p I want chat. LOL. Okay. Bye! :p

Stress.

2011-02-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello!! I just finished revising Physics and Geography. I didnt thought that I will finish it before 10 pm, haha. Quite surprise I finished eariler than I expected, haha. xD But, anyway, I am quite stress about Physcis. Just now, I went to my class's facebook pages, I felt more stress. I think I dont go and see le! ;x My stress has increased, LOL. :/ Sian.. I have no one I could pester now. Very stress.. :( Hais.. Anyway, everyone also studying for their exams. So, its better if I don't go and disrupt them, right.. Lol. Okay la... Hais. So sad.

Anyway uh, I screwed my English paper. Die. English paper leh!! x.x But seriously uh, I saw the passage A, I already half dead. No matter how many times I read that one paregraph, I cant understand anything. I only understand the last 2 paragraph for the whole of passage A. Then, for the Passage B, I only understand it after I finished the paper. LOL. :x So dead. I think the EMaths is easier, lol. But, hais.. I dont know la. So stress. Stress!!! AMaths is really.. Uggg. I dont know la.

Okay. LOL. I going say something...
I hope tomorrow I can finsih my paper, hope the paper is not very diffcult, but also diffcult. LOL. Er, and and and, everyone can score very well de. LOL. I want A. LOL. Ok. very crap. ok bye. LOL.

I am so...

2011-02-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hello... I am so bored now. :( I think I should go back to study Physic.. Or watch Tv.. Need to rush all chapters before CA1! Must JiaYou le.. Sigh. I am so tired. Okay.. Byee.... :(
Addictedtoyou..

Hi? LOL.

2011-02-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello hello!!! :D Its like super late now. I had chemisty test today! Sadly, I had some mistakes here and there. So sad. Anyway, tomorrow have phycise test. Well, the chapters is quite ok after I understand. But, of course, I need to revise again before I sleep. Hahaha. Ok. Bye. LOL. :p
Im so addicted to you.

Heyheyheyheyheyhey! LOL.

2011-02-15T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hello hello. Long time no post. LOL. :p I am quite tired now. Someone busy, so I cant go spam. T-T Hais. But, never mind, I still have like 1000000 years to spam. LOL. :) Yay. LOL. Okay. Yesterday was my Birthday. :P LOL. But, this year's birthday like nothing de. Its a very typical day for me. Lol. But, never mind, xi guan le. :p Anyway, I quite happy, LOL. I dont know why.

Oh!! Very sian, last day to be taller than TYJ!!! T-T Hais. Oh my god de. Hais. Never mind never mind. Hais. T-T

Oh, today, theres got a birthday celebration for band members whose birthday is in the month of feb. So lol and so guilty de, hais. ;/ Never mind never mind. Anyway, thanks to whoever who brought the cake, althought i dont really know is who.... Hmmm. LOL. Thanks everyone who remembers or wish me happy birthday . LOL. Thanks. :p But, of course, no one reads my blog, Im just thanking myself. LOL. :p

Err.. Hi! :D again.

2011-02-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. Its 10.10 now. Haha. Just finish revising Physics, LOL. I only revise like 2 page! Haha! But, I took some time to write and absorb. LOL. Wah. I post so short? LOL. Okay uh, hope Clara post pictures soon, after her laptop is fixed!! :) Hehe. So many house visiting this few weeks, hehe. CA1 is coming le. Sigh. Stress stress. LOL.

Err.. Hi! :D

2011-02-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hello. :) I am so bored now. Yawns. LOL. ;x My cousins came to my house, hehe. Now also in my house. So lol de. :p Hehe. Just came for a random post? :/ Hehe. Bye. LOL.

Happy CNY! :D

2011-02-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

Heyyo! :) Happy Chinese New Year. LOL. :p I lost my comb!! Don't know where it fly again. :X Hais. But, confirm somewhere around me? LOL. :p Okay. This years's CNY doesnt feel like CNY. :X Anyway, tomorrow going for a 2nd round CNY celebration!! Hehe. :) This time go to my mum's side de. Hoho. LOL. Okay. Short post again. :x Hais. When did my life became so wordless. LOL. Wordless. LOL. :x Last time, my post is quite long ... Hais. Never mind. I go stalk myself now. Bye, :p

I feel like vomiting.. D:

2011-02-02T22:20:00.001+08:00

Hi. I feel so unwell now. LOL. :X Need to rest awhile. I feel hungry, even thought I ate. Oh my god? I think the food stucked in my throat. LOL. The feeling is really bad. Ahh!!!

Homework is killing me!! Oh my god!!

2011-02-02T14:14:00.002+08:00

Hello hello. I am so bored now. Just a few mins back, I was trying the Maths homework. I only do 1 question. LOL. :x Then the other question, i try so many times, also cannot find the answer, then I am not typing here le. LOL. I seriously have no mood to do my homework, but I am afraid I won't be able to finish the homework by Monday. :x Sigh. So bored. LOL. Anyway, I am going to my aunt's house soon for dinner. Woot? LOL. I haven change. :p But whatever.. ;x I think I will online later, I hope I will. LOL. Hehe. Okay. Bye. :)

ShortSenior. :)

2011-02-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

Hi. Im here for a quick post. :p Hais. LOL. Okay. Bye. LOL.
Actually, I have stuff to write lerh. :x Hais. 12 hours later or tomrorow then say bah. :p Okay. BYE. LOL. Thanks ShorterSenior for tagging. :)

Sick and Guilty. LOL.

2011-01-30T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hello. I woke up at 1 today!! LOL. :X I think its because of the rain, I did woke up once in a while, and thought its only 10. So I continued to sleep. LOL. ;x Anyway, I think I am sick. I am having sore throat, flu and cold now. :x Hais. Hope I feel better tomorrow, cause I really need to attend school tomorrow for a Amaths retest.. And!! I need to pass up my homework and stuff, if not I die!!! LOL. :x Okay. ;P

Excited for this week, but this sickness is coming to kill me. Sigh. LOL. I am so bored now, due to having flu and cold, I have no mood to study after my homework, anyway, I spent some time planning my time table. Hope I do what I wrote yeah. :) Hehe.

Yesterday, my friends came over to my house for some stuff. Hehehe. But, my mood is netual, haha. Okay. anything. :x Hehe

Okayy. I think I do audition a while. Hais. Bored and guilty, cause I should be studying now!! T-T

Disappointing, yet ...

2011-01-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hello hello. Dizzy just now.. But, I feel better now. :) Excited for tomorrow, but I am also not very excited. I got a little crazy today in school. Haha. Sian. I really dont know why I am having headache.. Maybe because of the breathing things I done today in band. ;x I bearly can hear much. LOL. Okay. Thats all for today. Very dizzy again.. :x Shhh!! LOL.

Concentrate!!

2011-01-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! I have done my homework, which is not a lot. Haha. I online for a research, I will only be onlining until 9.10 latest. :p Then i have to stop, if not i tomorrow tired. LOL. Ok. :p Bye. LOL. Need concentrate on studies!! I will try not to online tomorrow. LOL. Okay. bye. :p

Dust Dust!!

2011-01-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hellos. :) I packed my room today, but its still messy here and there. Lol. :p I breathed in a lot of dust!! Hais!! :x I desighed my table with some stuff. Hoho. But, my table any everything looks so complicated due to too many stuff on the table? Haha. :p

And!! I have all 7 subjects tomorrow!! Oh my god right?? T-T Hais. My bag confirm very heavy tomorrow. Wahhh..........

Craps! :X

2011-01-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Heyyo! I am going to sleep soon. Haha. I think I sleep late this few days!! Haha. But, I am not very tired? Or I am tired? :/ Haha. Someone saying I bian tai now. Wah. LOL. So lol de. Haha! He more pervert. :) Eh, see this le must give a lot of comment. LOL. Okay, just kidding. Wahh! Spamming me now. LOL. Wait uh, I go see.

Hmmm. Ok. LOL. Is this long than previous post? Hehehe! Hhahahaha. Blalalabalbalbalbalbal. Lalalalalallalala. Ok la. Theres super many things I need to bring tomorrow! So heavy. My file also spoilt le, but I am still using it. LOL. See, I love my file. LOL. LOL. Craps. :p

Okay. All craps. LOL. Hais. I wrote so many craps and 'LOL'. :) Hahaha. Okok. Bye. Long le horh. :) I wrote singlish again. Sigh. Sigh. :x

Busy busy hoh?

2011-01-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Heyyo! I am quite tired now. But, I think I rush some homework today bah. So, I have enough time for tomorrow study time! :D Hahahhaa. Okay. Bye. LOL. So short post. :p

Nights . :p

2011-01-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hellos!! Its so late now. :P Ok. Bye. LOL. LOL

I am having fun chatting. LOL.

Confused in the world of Confusion,

2011-01-19T22:45:00.004+08:00

Hellos!! :D I am feeling super confused now. But, I dont want to care so much already, need to concentrate on more important stuff! I cant be daydreaming in class anymore, althought, one my of top dos in class is day dreaming. So yeahh, theres 3 things you find me doing in class.. First, listening in class and really absorbing what the teacher is saying. Second, listening in class, but my mind is on something else. Third, listening in class, not listening, either I am talking or.. Just can't absorb anything. LOL. Okay. Thats lame. :) Hehe.

Okay okay, I am now trying my very best to memorise the band thingy. My head is going to burst. LOL. I confirm my juniors never memorise de. I am very sure, they will forget. LOL. But, I must still prac hard!! Jiayou!! Haha.

And! I screwed up my amaths test today. Sigh. T-T

OFF YOUR COM! >:x

2011-01-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

Heyyo everyone! ;D You know what, I cant seem to concentrate on my studies! I did i better stop at 8 PM! If not, i confirm 100% get ready to fail! T-T Sigh. CANNNOT! What am I aiming for this year!? Is to have 5As at least! But for SA1, its 4As! SO! What should I do! STUDY! NO SLACKING YOU THIS DK WHAT. LOL. I am scolding myself for your imformation. LOL. OKAY! YOU! OFF YOUR STUPID CREATION. LOL. STOP IT NOW GO AND STUDY YOU! LOL. Singlish all over. :p OK!! FASTER. But I want facebook until 8! Aiya, use until 8 then off. LOL. Then dont have any doubt! LOL. YOU BETTER OFF IT SOON. OK! BYE!

Hyperness GONE . :(

2011-01-16T20:51:00.002+08:00

Ok. Having to post such a annoying post of mine, really freaks me out too. LOL. I just need some space for me to spam such stuff when I am super annoyed. Please don't think much, cause, I seriously, I don't desire for anymore problems. You can just ignored my preivous post, cause, its for me to understand and shout. Haha. No offence to anyone, okay. I don't expect much anyway.

Hmm. I can't be always posting boring stuffs.. But, there's seriously nothing much I want to describe much here. LOL. :x Anyway, I am feeling so !@^&*&@!@#$%^ now, how to write something hyper. :x Unless, I have something to do. LOL. Okay la. Enough le. Nights.

Since when I am so addicted to you?

Annoyed once again . -.-

2011-01-16T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hellos. Again, I am seriously feeling annoyed. :x So sian. Lol. I freaking feel like giving someone something. -.- This thing uh, I had never give before uh, and you really don't want to get. LOL. Ok la. I think I need counseling, having so much stress, I feel like dying. Stressed from studies is the first thing I occur. But, I am quite okay with it now. Now, don't know what shit la. LOL. I don't know what happened to me again. I just feel so annoyed once again. Don't know if its me, or is the things that I really hated happened again. -.- Sigh. I think so. I really cannot stand it, but, I seriously have no choice lorh. Thanks to the fate. I just wished I am not there sometimes.

JAFF, Just another failed friendships . I had enough of this. Freak you you & you.

Change within me.

2011-01-16T00:06:00.003+08:00

Hellos! This will be my 470th post! Hehe! Wah, theres people who stalk me today. Even if is just one peep, I am happy, LOL. Just don't spam me can le. LOL. Hmm.. I don't know how to feel now. But, something easy to describe is.. I am really pissed off and of course, really tired. :) I also don't wish to feel pissed off, but I just can't stand it. LOL. :x Sigh. I online to see who I can chat to.. But, I guess there's none.. :( So sad. Hope whoever I spammed, reply me soon. LOL. :x

Anyway!! Today is a super long day for me! I woke up at 9.30am to prepare everything before YingRou come to my house. I started doing my homework while YingRou played my lappy. LOL. :X I managed to finish most of it. :) That makes me happy. LOL. :p

Oh! Then about 2pm, we went to Bukit Gobam (I don't know how to spell! ><) to meet Samantha and a cell group friend. Haha. Well, 'cell group' this 2 words let you know where we are going. Haha! Yeah, the churh. :) But, I am not a Christan, okay? Haha. I am a SUPER FREE Thinker. :) Hehes. I just feel that it's better for now.

Hmm. Theres' a talk today. It kind of surprise me that, China is not allowed to have people to become a Christan. If I did not heard wrongly, it is to say that becoming a Christan is for older peoples, and not for younger peeps. No offence, but, I find it weird, and kind of disagree to such thinking. LOL. :x Don't you think? But, of course, they have they own way of thinking, I don't know. Haha, whatever. :p

Anyway!! I met some new peeps in my cell group. :D There's 2 guys, one of them is Bryson, another one is email? I don't know how to spell his name, but I heard is email or something? Err. Oh my? I think.. Er no. I confirm I spelled the name wrongly! Sigh. ;x And 1 girl, I... also don't know how to spell her name! LOL. :X Sigh. And also, there's Samantha and YingRou. But, YingRou and I could hardly made it for much church activities! :x Sigh. I just wished we could stayed longer today! Its like the first time ever we have met them, and yet, we have to leave so early! :( So sad. LOL. Anyway! We will go there soon? :D Like in 2 weeks time.. LOL. Haha.

Okay! Thats all for today! No one replied me yet. I am so sad now. LOL. *Cries* Just kidding! I think I better find something to do. I think I must start reading English storybooks to built up my grammar or something!! Hehes. :p Ok! Byes everyone. :D I LOVE YOU! Thanks for reading this. LOL. That was random! I am just bored la. LOL. This 3 words don't spout out anyhow one. Hehe. LOL.

Love isnt the kind of thing.

2011-01-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

Heyyo! :D I am super addicted to DGNA's new song. But, instead of having the 5 of them for this song, theres only 3 of them. Its sad. ;x Cause I want the 5 of them to sing this song. :x But, its ok.. The song is nice! ;D Haha. Hope their sub group goes well? ;D I hope they can get into the teenage and teens magzine soon! DGNA Fighting!! :D

Anyway, I dont know if its a good day today. But yeah. For now, I am feeling super tired!! And I am having some doubts, but, I guess I shouldnt care so much already. You dont care, I dont care. Ok? :D

Okay. Thats all. Byes. You know what! I haven touch on my homework!! I think I must do some tonight! Like now!? Haha!!

I will miss you . Key board. LOL.

2011-01-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hello hell. LOL. Hmmm! I am still in the middle of doing homework. Haha. :p But, of course, I have finished most of it already, getting ready to do a crazy (a) maths question! Kill me man. Ha ha!! Oops. While typing this, I went to facebook again! T-T Please no! I don't want to be a computer addict, especially, NOT a facebook addict! No way!! Please. LOL. :P

Okay, I am getting a little tired now. I am listening to piano music. I really love the sound of the piano, especially, when I have this kind of weird weird moods that goes up and down, up and down. I don't know how to feel! Maybe, sometimes, I really thinks too much. But, again, I might be thinking the right stuff, that is really negative, making me feel so sad. Sigh. I don't know! And I don't wish to care! But, I really really wish I don't care! Sigh. Ok.

Yesterday had just passed. Today is horrible. Tomorrow sounds terrible. BUT, sorry, I don't hate my life. LOL.

This weird feelings stayed with me for so many days. I think it's time to throw this feelings away! Goodbye and never again I will feel you. LOL. Talk crap man. I just want to be the hyper me, the me when I went back to school this year. Just to be hyper with friends and concentrate in work. Not the one who day dream in class and have unbalanced emotions! SO! Goodbye weird you. Sigh. Haha!

Okay. Thats all for today. I know that no one reads my blog. So yeah! Who cares about what I am going to say today? Haha! But, of course, this will be one of my memories in the blog. When I read this post the next time, maybe in 2 or 3 years, I might be laughing at myself. Haha. Who cares, right? As long as I am happy with what I do, of course with what will happen next. Yeah! :) I seriously LOVE my life, although there's nothing much. This life is full of challengers. I just want to pass my 0 levels well with many As! One goal, One class, 36 Challengers. LOL. Oops. Talking too much craps. But, I just get my hands off the key board. No!! Noo!!! T-T. Bye everyone. :( Bye key board, I will miss you.

Dont know what to do.. :x

2011-01-11T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hellos! I feel so weird now. Again? Lol. Sigh. Hate this man. :x Online also dont know for what. I am so bored! T-T Theres no one to chat to.. :( So sian. Never mind.. Bye.... :(

Weird weird WEIRD.

2011-01-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!! I feel so weird now.. How? :x This feeling feels super uncomforable, I dont want to feel like that!! LOL. Talking craps man. Sigh. Am I addicted to facebook? Why must I online again? I think I must stop le! Cannot everyday online!! Jiayou!! Hahah!! Okay. I must jiayou le!! Today saw the Sec 4 of 2010 taking their o levels results. I hope to get good results too!! Haha. :D Jiayou all the way!! For my band also must jiayou le! Sigh. So stress. :x

Waiting .

2011-01-07T22:57:00.004+08:00

Hello! I haven sleep yet!! Just went to Bankit for dinner just now, sigh. I ate dinner so late!! Later become more fat how man. T-T Never mind!! I sleep later. -.- LOL. But, I am super sleepy de. How I hope someone can text me. Lol. :X I came online to see what I can do, but I think there's nothing I can do now. I think I better go to watch tv or something? :p Haha!!

It feels weird when I feel this way, and do the things I do now.

Weird is the word! Weird .

2011-01-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!! :D Feel so tired now. :x Reached home at 7.30 PM like that today. Its like a 12 hours job in school! :x Woot! Wonder who came to my blog today. :P Haha! I saw about 7 clicks in my blog today. Happy! :D Cause I know theres people who view my blog? :P I enjoyed posting. But, is more happy when I know there peeps who come to my blog, no matter what you doing! But, please do not spam with unnessary comments, it will only make me stress. :/ Thanks uh! :P

I going really hyper at the starting of band, then after that, I got super tired, its hard to make a joke? Lol! I just feel like sleeping, sigh. :P And, I think I have lack of sleep last night. :P LOL. But, I think, its okay if I sleep late today! Theres no school tomorrow!! But.. :x Sigh.. I still need to go somewhere. But, dont want to tell you. :P

Okay, I feel that (a)maths today is kind of fun! Haha :) But, its only fun when I understand how to do the questions. :P Haha. It really kills me when I dont know how to solve a question.

Oh! I heard my sister laugh. -.- So lame. But, never mind!! I love lame stuff. LOL. :P I love to talk craps, especially, when I am hyper. LOL. :X But, I am getting less and less hyper these days, maybe due to too much stress. LOL. Secondary 3's life is bad. Secondary 4's life is hell. I am very scard. :X

Never mind! Feel so weird now. How how? :X I haven had my dinner yet. :x I dont want to eat le. T-T Okay! Bye! Nights? :P Hehe. Please SMS me if you want to chat!! :) I can chat until you sleep. LOL. Or until I sleep. LOL. Okay. Thats all peeps. Byes. :p

Checks phone. Checks Facebook. Checks Facebook's wall. Checks Facebook. Checks Facebook's Wall. Checks Facebook. Checks phone. And everything repeats again . Sigh.

(a) maths kills .

2011-01-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hellos peeps. I am so tired now. Finally finish typing the English reflections? Haha. Hope the teacher recieved my message! :x But, I don't mind retyping tomorrow de la. But, I have band tomorrow, so, I dont waana stay back for really long for the meeting tomorrow.. :X

I find that (a) maths is really diffcult. I dont know if is I cannot cope. Or, because the teacher never teach before.. :x I hope I can do it! I must do it! :X I hope my seniors can teach me. I think I want to join them for studies group next time, since they offer me. LOL. :x

Okayy! Got to sleep le! Really sleepy. Nights everyone!!

Impossible ?

2011-01-04T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hello. Just got home from shopping. Didnt buy much. No!! Is brought nothing at all. LOL. Hmm. Something is bothering me now. :x Sigh. I dont know whether I should feel happy or stress. :x I dont know myself also la. Sigh. No one knows what I am talking about. But, its ok! I dont need anyone to know. LOL. Maybe, its a fasle alaram? :x Who knows? :x Anyway. Byes. LOL.

我还在期待什么呢。。

Fats kills. LOL.

2011-01-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

Heyyo everyone!! :D I didnt got so hyper like I thought I would. ;x Yeah. I didnt. Sigh. Lol. I realised I am so stone. LOL. I should have bond with the class. If I have chance again tomorrow, I think I would want to bond with my class!! My class is bonded, sort of? Lol. Hmm. But, its like we are sticking out of the group!! :x Cannot! Must stick in the class and be one of the 3E3s. LOL. Talk crap man. :p

My mum is bringing me to buy clothes later on! I am excited. LOL. But, I am like so fat, hope the clothes fit me nicely. LOL. :x Sigh. When will I slim down? :x So sad, can? And I hope I dont need to pit up my hair like what I did today. Sigh. So oily. Sigh. :x

Okay. Not much for today? Byes. :P

I miss you guys ! :)

2011-01-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!! Its 9.15 PM now. But, it feels like its 6 PM. LOL. I am SUPER excited for tomorrow one! ;D Hahaha. I am going to meet NEW PEEEEPS!! :D But, I miss my clicks. LOL. So, I am even more excited to meet them. They are recieving lots of present!! But, I understand that I wont get so much. LOL. But, its ok!! :P LOL. I just waana see them tomorrow :)

New friends? I hope I meet lots. LOL. :P Hope that there is new students :p Hahaha.

Okay. Thats all. LOL. Byes. :)

My darling . My bubbletea . :D

2011-01-02T11:16:00.003+08:00

Hey yo you , you and you. Yeah, you. LOL. :p Hmmm.. Its still morning now. So.. Morning everyone? Hmm. I still like to say hello better. :D So, Hello everyone. :) Its the second day of 2011, yeah. :) My cousins are coming to my house later, yay! :) I feel like drinking bubble tea now. :P I think my body allows bubble tea now. :D

Ouch! I still have one Chinese compo and one English compo undone. Sigh. This is the homework that peeps who went to Shanghai must complete.. :X Sigh. I forgot yesterday, until a period of time, at night.. LOL. Hmmm.. I got to do it tomorrow!! I will have my last day of fun at home before school reopen. LOL. I am so lazy man. :X But, I have to prepare some stuff for tomorrow's compo, so that I don't need to rush here and there. :p

Okay, I am going back to habbo later. :P LOL. Oops, I feel so shy now. LOL. Habbo used to be one of my addicting games in the past. Because of habbo, my studies dropped. :X Sigh. But, I find it so lame and boring now. LOL. I just want to meet some new peeps for just a day? Lol. :P Okay. That's all peeps. :P Happy second day of 2011. :D

I am.. Perfectly normal . LOL.

2011-01-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hellos! :) I feel slightly better now? Maybe? Hmm.. I am perfectly normal. Not saying I am perfect, kay? Nobody is perfect. Lol. Everyone knows that. :P Nothing to do. Feel like cooking. Sigh. Haven buy Chinese New Year clothes. I am so excited to buy and wear it! :D Must learn how to dress nicely. LOL. I every time wear those type go fish market clothes. LOL. But, its nice to wear, especially at home... :D LOL.

2011 . A New Fresh?

2011-01-01T11:04:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! Happy New Year! Happy 2011. :) My family is still sleeping, while I am now awake, writing on my blog. Sigh. 2011.. Will it be a new fresh for everyone? I think its still the same.. Just that.. Students will all change classes. Peeps who passed out, changed schools. But, our inner-self wont change much.. Right? So, just hope they every peeps' good side stays, and bad sides change for the better!! :D I need to change for the better, seriously, jia you! :D

Okay, as you can see, I have successfully changed my blog skin. Sadly, I didn't change it in time, but.. Who cares? Haha!! :p

School is starting soon. :) I am very excited!! I am going to meet my new classmates, new friends, new teachers, new classrooms, new schoolmates!! Oh.. And new subjects? LOL. Okay, its not very new, since I didn't take up POA, that sort of subjects..

Oh! I have a new hair cut. Sigh!! I don't really like it. :x Maybe cause its shorter. :p I miss my hair. Lol. Never mind.. It will regrow. :)

Since, its a new year.. I think, its time, I don't think so much of unhappy stuff, although, unhappy stuffs do happen anytime. But, of course, you know that, I am now, being confused by my thoughts and some bad memories. I don't know what to do now. So yeah.. Very confused. I guess, I should do what I should do to keep friendships last long, although.. We are not in the same class this year. But, we have been friends, so, I don't want to lose you guys, or have anymore doubt for this friendships. :) Jia you!

Sigh. In 2010, I think I gain some bad habits. -.- I must learn how to stop it! LOL. Okay. Never mind. :p

Okay. I think I will post until here for now. This will be my first post of the year. So cool. :) I love my FnF and I hope my FnF love me too! :) Byes :) Happy 2011 every peeps! :)

Goodbye 2010 . Goodbye me .

2010-12-31T15:13:00.002+08:00

Hello~ Feeling just of stress lately. Sigh. Dont feel like caring anyone's feelings. I know I am bad.. I am bad. Sigh. I dont wish to care much. Its the last day of 2011. I am so stress. Sigh. Why am I stress? This will be the last day of my life, I am going to be this way, such a b, I am. -.- Hate myself. Sigh. Okay. I am going to change blogskins! Change everything before 2011. :) I must learn to be goood. Thanks god. LOL. Okay. Hyper le. Okay. good. byes. LOL.

I wish I had a fairy..

2010-12-30T18:15:00.005+08:00

Wahh, hello everyone! I feel that I am so useless. T-T Sigh. You know what!! I was trying how to dance just now. LOL. :x But, fail la. I am seriously a failure!! T-T How I hope someone can teach me how to dance.. :x Maybe, this will be my wish next year.. Hmmm.. NO NO NO!!! Is my wish now!! But, I want to learn it myself!! Sigh. I cant sing.. I cant dance. So sad la. I don't know if is I cannot, or I don't know how.. Sigh. So useless. Can I have a fairy to teach me what I want to learn? Sigh. I wish that I can have wishes that come true..!!

Hais!! You know. I am now having negative thoughts again.. Sigh! :( How I wish I can faster slim down!! How I wish that I can be like my friends and family, they don't have white hair at young age.. How I wish............... :( I feel so NEGATIVE NOW!! T-T

I want to learn lots of stuff. Is NOT I don't want to learn. I just wish I have a place I could go to, where theres ME and ONLY ME! Then my fairy can teach me with the dances. Teach me how to sing properly. Teach me how to play the piano.. Teach me when I have problems with homework.. Sigh.. :(

Sick . :(

2010-12-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! I am feeling so dizzy now. Why? Cause I am sick? T-T So sian! Somemore, theres a 3 days MC.. Should I feel happy or sad? :x Sigh.. :( I rather go band, then to be sick, althought this 2 choice is not good choice!

You know, I vomited twice already. Its really disgusting! ;( So sad la. I feel so uncomforable. I got nothing to do now. Im so bored. Play audition, made me more dizzy! I waana watch Rapunzel!! T-T Sigh... Bored.

Back from ShangHai.

2010-12-26T16:58:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone. :) I am finally back from ShangHai. This is a long 14 days trip, but I think that time flies super fast during the trip. We have been doing things over and over again, its impossible to feel slow. :x Anyway, I am glad to meet lots of new peeps from Fajar, as well as from Kranji. :) Haha.

Okay, I am going to write about some stuff only, cause if I am going to write for the whole 14 days, I think I will write very long, and I already forgotten some of the stuff. :x P.S.

Hmm.. Theres a lot of first time experience during this trip.. Like...
First time experiencing snow.
First time eating lots of Xiao Long Bao with my friends in the snow.
First time going to ShangHai.
First time playing table tennis.
First time eating Chicken's leg.
First time ...
Argg. Can't see of more, but I know there is still lots. :x Lol. Sigh. Never mind!! :P Don't care. :p Haha.

Oh, you guys know what, I wanted to gain more confidents in myself during this trip. But, it seems to be an F, FAIL! Singing with friends, only a little improvment, I think I only dare to sing with YingRou, lol. Dancing with friends, failed super badly, I dont know what I am doing, is not that I dont want to learn, is I really cant catch up, and my confidents super low, I dont even dare to dance a bit, cause I am scared to do it wrongly, but, I also dont know why i scared. :x Sigh. Failed.

During this trip, lots of unhappiness happened too. But, I guess its normal? I dont know. But, lets understand that, we wont be in the same class next year. So, theres no point in feeling unhappy after the trip. So, I hope everything would turn out fine before 2011!

Okay. So much for now. Tired. :P Byes. :)

Freaking Peeps like you, make me dao wei kou.

2010-12-11T11:14:00.002+08:00

Hello. I am feeling weird. :x Sigh. Anyway, in less than 12 hours time, I am going to see my dearest Catherine, YingRou and WanLing! :D Sigh. I am real bored now and hungry too! -.- Can I order Mac? Wah. :( Okay, peeps! I am going to Shang Hai soon enough! I am going to fly again, leaving this stuipd place! :) Hehe. Excited. But, what can we do at night? -.- Sigh. Sleep? LOL.

I love you! :)

2010-12-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

Hello! :) I am feeling much much better, thanks to my dearest WanLing! :) Hehe. We went shopping together at BPP today. I love WanLing! :) Opps. I saw Catherine too. :) Hehe. I played rewujie with YingRou just now. :p I love WGM lots! :) Hehes. Oh! I also went shopping with my lovely senior, Wency. :) Hehe.

Tomorrow is the day! :) I am finally flying again. :p This time we my 3 good friends, my 2 lovely seniors and some other seniors and school mates! :) I am excited to leave Singapore as I think I will feel better being away from this place! >:x Don't want say about some things, but seriously, really lame and childish. I must do the 2 actions out for you. Seriously, lame and childish. :) Haha.

Okay! I love my F&F, but I don't know if my F&F love me. BUT! Its okay as long as I love them. LOL. That's all. Byes. I hope everyday is happy.

Sorry . But, no Sorry .

2010-12-10T14:08:00.003+08:00

Hello. I am still not feeling good, this feelings sucks. I feel that the world is falling, crashing on me very badly, its hard to put them all back together. I really don't know what happen to me and to them. I feel sick, listening to every scoldings like almost everyday. Oh, and some stuff that I did, which I didn't even mean to offence anyone. I have that feeling of being disliked by a lot of peeps and I don't know why. Am I thinking too much? Or is this the facts I have to face?

I feel that I have changed a lot, regarding the parts when I get annoyed and upset. You wont know what I will do, I wont know what I am going to do too. The world is ugly. Everything has turned upside down and I don't know how to turn it back. Someone tell me what to do. What to do to not feel this way. What to do so that I wont change to such a freako that I think I am. Anyway, lots of peeps. Sorry to ignore you. Please understand that, when I have no mood, I don't like to speak, I don't like to reply to anything. That's all. Bye.

ANNOYED AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.

2010-12-09T22:18:00.004+08:00

Hi. I am feeling really low now. It seems like the world has just crash on me. I wish I can ignore everyone for a second, everything freeze.. So that, I can realised all the mistakes I did and all the blames I could have bared. But now.. What am I doing? Just basting the headphone, writing how I feel now here. Whats the point? Seriously.. Whats the point?

Is this jealously or facts? I don't know and I don't care. I only know that.. You only see me as like that. Have you ever try to put yourself into my shoes? Think about how I had ever reacted this way. Is not that I had never tell you how I felt, in fact, I already told you yesterday. Don't say its not true, when this is how I really feel like. I know how I feel like. You are not me, how are you going to know how I really feel? I know you are tired, but, so am I. I am really sick of this. This happened a lot of times before and I HATE IT. That's it! I wish I can feel nothing. FEEL NOTHING AT ALL.

Yeah, I am really angry right now, feeling that theres no point in life. Sorry to say that, but, my life is getting sucker and sucker. Please don't give me comments. Understand that I AM NOT FEELING GOOD RIGHT NOW. AND! ALL THIS IS JUST SAID BECAUSE I AM REALLY ANNOYED. GET IT? -.-

2010-12-09T17:38:00.003+08:00

Hello guys. I am now listening to the song I was listening to yesterday. Lol. Just got stucked with some Korean songs which sounded really sad. Anyway, I am quite happy today. To make this into a percentage.. 70% Happy and contended. 10% Scared. 11% Excited. 5% Unhappy. 4%angry. Mixtures of feelings. But, I feel quite contended now. :)

I am now chatting with my lovely seniors in msn. :) Hehe. They are Wency and YanTing. :) Just now, theres Meris. Kornia will online at night. :) Woot. I have fun talking to them. :p We're now planning for a section outing.. You know what! I have never been in a section outing before. :p So, I am rather excited. But.. I don't think I have much time to put in a slot for an outing. :( Sigh.

Anyway, today's band practice was rather fun. Lol. But.. Something sad is that, Wency, Amsah and Nabliah didn't when band today.. ;x Oh. I realised some stuff about band today. But, I will not share about it. :p Oh, after band today, I join Korina, Meris, Kelly, Karen and Zayn for lunch today. :) It was interesting listening to them talk. Haha! xD I wished I have more time to bond with all the band members if I can. I feel rather sad when I know that my seniors are going to leave me next year. :(

Okay. I will write till here for now. bye,

2010-12-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Just came to post stuff about today. I am now listening to Boys Over Flowers' OST. Really sad and touching, which made me feel.. Different now. Actually, I am really scared and really sad that.. I am going to be separated with my dearest friends next year. We're all going to different classes. I don't have much chances to bond with the clicks anymore. :( It made me feel really left out in a way that.. I have no one, although.. I still have my dearest Wan Ling. Sorry to feel this way.. :(

Anyway.. Theres a sudden band practice again. I thought I could have some time at home before going to Shaing Hai. Sigh. I really don't want to go band, but.. I have to. Anyway, there will never be end of band for me, unless.. I choose to join something else after my Secondary Life. If you guys don't know.. I have already joined band since I was 9. The way I joined band is weird and.. Blur. That's because.. I join band without even knowing what is band. I thought band is a CCA which you learn how to dance. Lol. When I saw the instruments, I got all shocked, 'What is this?' I thought. I got really blurred, it seems like.. I am in a wonderland, my venison was blurred. But, I really wonder why.. Why I didn't quit band.. And, why did I join Band again during the Secondary 1 Orientation. Till now, I also don't know. I am not very passion about my trumpet. I just enjoyed playing with the band. When I finally learned a song, no matter it's easy or diffcult, I will feel really happy. A feeling that.. I cant explain. That kind of happiness.. That you finally success in something. :)

Sigh.. I am hearing some scoldings from outside. :( I really hate to hear the scoldings.. Don't you guys think that scoldings sound horrible? :x Listening to scoldings.. Made me think of how I scold people. ;x Should sound really horrible right? Haha. I think.. I will try to control myself from scolding some peeps. I am not born to scold you, you or you. :p

Okay, today.. Is the day.. I finally can see my WGM again. :) I really miss them lots. D: They all confirm don't miss me one.. D: Sigh. I making myself sad only.. :( Don't think so much! Haha.

You guys know what.. I feel like going to somewhere.. I can really chat with some new peeps. :p Wouldn't that sounds fun? Actually, no. LOL. :P I am too shy to speak. I just experience this a few days back.. I am still really excited to meet some new friends in Shaing Hai. :) I am going to do the same.. Add them in facebook and have a really nice chat with them. :D People in Hong Kong is friendly, and I think most people there have good looking faces! :) Hehe. :p

Hmm.. I think I will post till here for today. Seriously, I dont know who will stalk me in facebook and blogger. But, I think no one will stalk me in blogger. Haha. I am writing a lot this days. Right right? I enjoy writing, although not much peeps read my blog. I am okay. :)

That empty feeling is the BIGGEST change in 2010.

2010-12-07T17:10:00.003+08:00

Hello. :) I am really bored. My audition isnt working! D: Got to tell YingRou later. Sigh.. I really dont know what to do at the moment. So, I guess I am posting something now? Lol.. This is boring. I wish someone can entertain me! D: This is boring. :(

I am now listening to some koeran songs, but, I am still feeling bored. I dont really have the mood to search for more 'Dae Guk Nam Ah' videos! I missed out lots of their videos, since I cant login the stuipd website. And more, I didnt recieve any Dae Guk Nam Ah videos from the website. D: This is stuipd. :(

Okay, tomorrow is a day that I am going back to school for another ShangHai training section. I missed YingRou, Catherine and WanLing. :( I didnt write your name according to who I miss most uh, I miss all of you! :( Sorry my friends, I didnt sms you guys that I am back from Hong Kong.. I really dont have the mood that time. ;x I am really sorry to break a promise. :(

Yeah, in a few days, I am going to fly again. This time, I am going to ShangHai, it is further from Singapore. During the 5 days in Hong Kong, I did learn lots of stuff, the best part is that.. I finally bond with my seniors and of course, some of my juniors. :) I am really happy that this trip actually made me feel more open to them. I enjoyed most of my time with my roomates, Meris, Yasmin, and of course, Clara. :) I will really bless that, I have such roomates like them. I really really enjoyed the time we have in our room. Watching some movies, and screaming here and there, and laughing at ourselves. :) Although, there is really times that I really want to get back to Singapore, but this will be the most memorable trip with the band. Who knows what will happen next year?

Oh, you guys know what.. I haven buy the Secondary 3 books. :( Uhh. This is annoying. >:x I really don't know when I can buy the books. D: Sigh.. :( Life will be hard next year, I need to buck up. Seriously, who will know what will happen next year. 2010 change lots of people's life. Life and death. Happy and sad. I have changed too. Maybe this change.. Wont be good. I don't really like to feel this way. I really gets annoyed really easily this days. I am really sorry if I had hurt any one's feelings. Please understand that, I am also trying to control myself..

In less than a week, I am going to be out of Singapore again. I will miss home a lot. I seriously will miss home a lot.. A lot.. A lot.. Anyway, I haven pack my luggage.. I really hate to pack that stupid thing. D: Oh, and i decided! Decided to spent my money when I saw stuff I really want to buy, for friends and family in Singapore, and myself. I didn't buy much in Hong Kong, which is one of my biggest regrets! D: Ouch..

Orhh.. You know.. I am reading to really emo songs while writing this. Whoever reading this.. Can you feel that I am quite moody now? D: Life is boring, cause I don't know how to spend it. Life seriously is a challenging.

No one .

2010-12-06T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hello. :) I am now all alone at home. Haha, I miss my home. :p Haha. I still have nothing much to write for today. Lol. So, bye.

2010-12-06T00:08:00.003+08:00

Hello. :) I am back from Hong Kong. But, I really think that no one really cares. :( Sigh. But, its ok. I still have myself. Haha. Just now was really horrible one, I really felt like the sky has fallen on me before I reach home. I feel super uncomforable, and just feel like screaming and shouting, but, I didnt. Lol. After I bath, I was expecting a more happy me, but, I didnt got hyper, I will the same..... But, something really made my day better and brighter. :) Hehes.. ≧▽≦

Okay, during this 5 days HK trip. I really got learn something, no matter is BIG or small. This trip really change me a lot during band, which also have good and bad points. Haha. I am treating everyone in band, more like how I am treating my friends. That kind of hyper me, really came out during the trip. :p

How I think of Mr Kaing, some how change a few days back, when we know that we got Gold for the competition.. Its like getting Gold is nothing, we rather get a Silver. Anyway, we had a exchange programme with the HK band there. I really love the Trumpet section. :) Its like we have the same personitally. :) *Quiet* Hehe. But, we can talk a lot with stranger online. :p Haha. I really waana see them again, I really hope the 6 of them can come to Singapore soon. :) Hehe.

Oh ya, I haven finish talking about Mr Kiang. Okay, during the exchange programme and how he tried to bond with the band, I think that he really treat the band quite good already. He used to shout and scream randomly, but now, its as if it changed. He tried to control he unhappiness. I even thought of if he really leave the band, like how Mr Toh leave the band.. I really wonder what will happen. Maybe that time, the band really dont want Mr Kiang to go? Its not impossible, okay. Relationships takes times, this will take longer, cause Mr Kiangs thinks that the band dont like him. Its sad. Lol.

Okay. Lets talk about the DiensyLand. I dont know how to spell, but whoever cares! :p Ok, it is really boring, I rather have exchange programme, cause I love it! :p The only ride that I think is fun, is the indoor roller coaster. But, I was expecting something more.. Sign.

Oh, the food there is somehow like Singapore one. But, the amount of dishes served is really a lot. :x Most of the times, we cant finish the food, in the end, it all ended up in the bin. :( Poor thing. Anyway, I am eating a lot more than the amount of food I am eating in Singapore. Lol. I really dont know if I had gained any weight, or lose any weight. I hope I lose weight by eating more. LOL. Just like my family, eat more, lose more. :p I am so fat! :(

Okay. Thats all. Byes.

No one will miss me.

2010-11-30T17:58:00.003+08:00

Hellos. :) Im going to Hong Kong tomorrow. So, you guys wont hear from me, or even see me from 1st Dec to 5th Dec. You know, while writing this, I am feeling kind of excited for this trip. :) Haha. But, I dont really have the feeling like I am going to go overseas tomorrow! ;x Its weird uh! But, its okay. Oh. I bought a dress today. :) Its nice. But.. I look fat in it, i think? Lol. :p Whatever. I am not very sure if I am going to wear that dress for the gala dinner. But, I guess I will wear that dress someday. Wearing that dress/ shirt, I wish I was slim, lol. I really wish I have money, so I can buy a dress-short that I really like. :( Sigh. It cost $27.90! Really expensive and really beautiful! :( Sigh. Clara and I really hope to pick a $50 and then spent it on the dress-short. You will buy blue, I will buy black one. Hahaha! :p I really want that dress! >:( Sigh. Anyway, my Ah Yi is bringing me more clothes for HK trip, so, I will make my final choice of what to wear.. Hope is a very nice dress that I can fit in nicely. God bless. :) Okay. This will be the last post before I go to Hong Kong tomorrow. In the next 24 hours, no one in Singapore can really contact me, unless they are really desperate to talk to me. LOL. I will reply SMSes, yeah. :) Before I fly, I will of couse, send a message to my friends in the contact list. :) Hehes. Farewell. Byes. :)

Bother ./

2010-11-28T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hellos everyone out there, reading my blog. Whoever it is, thank you! I know that, i have hardly even any constant blog reader, but, i will still be posting whenever i have the time, i an going to use the blog to improve on my english. :) So, i am not going to write any shortcuts or singlish anymore. But, even if i had written any, i dont think i will know, right? Oh, because of this, i might not be writing 'LOL' as much as before.. :x Instead of 'Hais', i will use 'Sigh.', which is more english? I know that im being really lame, but, i guess this is one way i can improve my english. :) So, bear with it. Well, honestly speaking, i know that, no one will care. Hahaha. :p

Okay.. I am going to post something at least, yeah? You guys know what, I am really having a super hard time packing the stuipd luaggue! -.- I really dont know what to bring. Its really so confusing. I am really so lazy & stuipd. LOL :x Okay, maybe, I will forever saying 'LOL'. xD Hahaha. How can I be Mandy, if i stop saying my favourite word, 'LOL'? :p This is really annoying, I dont know what to wear for the gala dinner, everyone's wearing dress for the dinner. Well, I actually have a set of clothes in mind, but, I dont really know if I should wear that set of clothes. Its cold in Hong Kong, and that night got to be colder. Ouh. I really dont know what to wear. Got to pack everything today, I dont like to drag on with this. Its really boring. :x

Oh! And I am going Hong Kong this wednesday! But, I am really afraid that something unhappy will happen. The one thing that I am really afraid of.. :x Sigh. If it really happen, you know, I will feel like dying first. >_< Hate this.

Okay. Thats all for now. Yeah. Bye. :)

2010-11-27T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hellos :) Idk how to feel now, happppy? Lol. Im invited to Universal Studios by Andy, my primary school classmate, but, we are not in very good relationship one. LOL. Never thought that I would be inivted by him. o.o LOL. I really waana go. ;x But, theres band on that day. I dk which one to go! >_< Hais.

The hardest thing is to choose. One is the one you really waana go, but you know that there's new people you got to mean, you dont know, what kind of people you are going to meet.. Its a once in a life time thing, cause, im still young now, its my childhood. LOL. Another one is, you are going to improve your 'skills'. Lol. Actually, I waana skip band to go to the Universal Studios.. :X I really dont know. Hais. This is hard.

Oh, Im now feeling annoyed. LOL. Wah, i really hate to decide or plan some stuipd stuff, that im not excited for. x.x Hate this. LOL.

Ohh, today is Fajar Open House. Lols. Really not many people came for the Open House. :p But, theres still some performances from 9am to 1pm. The CCA whom is performing is Band, Choir, Dance & Dramma. Idk if im feeling nervous during the performance, but, im sure i feel excited to play for the people in the hall. LOL. ;x

Well, band feels more fun this few days, maybe, its because of the seniors who came back to band. Or, maybe, its because, im now having a closer relationship with my section.. :p Closer, as in, i wont feel much of being alone. Lol. Idk. Cause, its really boring & weird to be really left alone during band. That feeling, really sucks like hell, maybe, even worst. I always wanted to go home & hate to come band, because of the 'no fun' in band, & the feeling of being alone really creeps me out. But, im not saying like im a outsider la, maybe its because, im really too shy to speak, i cant bond much with the section or the band. :x Im just bonding with myself. LOL. Althought, i had some scoldings by my senior this few days too, but i know that, im also in fault? Lol. But, its ok. I must be strong enough to control myself. Its not the scoldings that made me feel the way i do that time, its the 'I care about you', lol. Wah, hard to control sia. Its like im a BIG BIG BIG disappointment. D: I hate to disappoint people. Ouh.

Anyway, I kind of realised or feel that.. If i really had a chance to learn how to play the pinao, i think i will be very passion about pinao more than anything else. Lol. I feel that, the sound of the pinao is really nice. Ever since i was really young, i had dreams to learn how to play the pinao. But, of course, i didnt. In my memory, i only remember having pinao classes taught by my cousin, which then, doesnt really help, but, at least, i had learn about the keys. I always felt envy for those who had ever in their life learned how to play the pinao, even if they quit halfway. Everyone have their own reasons, yeah. So, who knows, if i will also who the one who quit halfway through the long learning process, right? Theres also lots of pinao exams & classes, i guess i might not be able to catch up with my studies anyway.. But, of course, i wont give up having this dream, even if i have to wait very long. But, i think i shouldnt wait, i should go ahead & learn. LOL.

Wooot. You know what, i kind of feel like learning the drum today. But, im really shy, so, i didnt manage to even touch the drunm set! :( Hais. Why am i so shy? No point right. Lol. I wish i have the confidents i use to have.. You know, i dont even dare to sing in front of my friends lerh. Lol. If i say, i got sing before in my class, i think also nobody will believe me bah. Anyway, my singing sucks, no point listening to it. :p Hais. Low-esstem me. :x

Okay, thats all. Did i write a lot? Did i? I was thinking of what to write when i was playing audition this afternoon. Hahaha! :p So, i actually thought of what to write when i was playing. LOL. Okay. Bye. Have fun reading. & please, dont think so much.